Dilemma

I did it for you
I pushed you away because,,,

I thought I didn’t deserve you.
Yeha I don’t…

So I made a mistake!!! Many Mistake…
I will Never do better than you.
I need you in my Life.

And I want to apologize,
I want to apologize to my self…
“I am sorry Bibek, that I blew it with yours special”,
And I did…

Because I thought You deserved someone better than me,
but when i am with you,
Its like I am already better than me…

I know I am not the one for you, not yet…
But I will get there…